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What is a blog? What do you write in a blog? Feelings? A plea for a loved one to come back? All the pain in your life to go away?
I've never written a blog ever in my life. So here goes. Ii'm probably doing this wrong like im doing loads of other things wrong in my life also. But then again, these wrong doings are what make us unique arent they? They make us stand out from that crowd of mundane people. But only mistakes that you forgive yourself and others for are the ones that make us unique. Because if you dont forgive yourself, then the guilt and sin is what drives you to self destruction, right?
But what if you dont forgive yourself? What if you wallow in your own guilt? Where do you stand? Do carry on with life? Or do you follow the people who have died into the darkness?
I have only realised this year, that i have a life everyone dreams of having and more. But this idealistic life has its disadvantages also. Not knowing who to trust. Knowing that the people you love wont be in your life for that long a time. And the mistakes you do that make you want to kick yourself later on in life.
Im purple and blue all over because i've kicked myself so much .
But thats life.
I'll move on. Get over it.
But even though people forgive and forget, can the human mind really forgive and forget the mistakes that have altered us so permantly it's left a mental scar?

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